Yeah, she's worried about people she trusts because, she somehow thinks she's some kind of commodity instead of realizing her shelf life is just about expired, she could make some good bank from the few old timers that still want to see her cow tits that hang down by her waist before she got her...
She likes to play shy, but really isn't. She likes to play the "I am looking for a man" routine but she's really married with a child.
She'll use toys for the select few, I've seen a few recordings from a friend that is one of those few, but the expense involved with working her up to it isn't...