i was very hurt at the time i had origanly posted , she is a huge part of my life but because of this business she is in its hard to know whats truth and whats not sometimes
the icecat thing was a scam it was not her but had ot do with legal issues ( well who the legal issues were centered around ) i had a talk with her about it and felt like such an ass , but she knew it was because i didnt understand at first what was going on i would give this girl anything in the world and go out of my way to do it i would never want anyone to hurt even one hair on her head , yes she is funny yes she is smarter than she gives herself credit for and she has been there for me time and time again , but so many secrets around this business
i will tell you her life has not fallen apart , she does not have the money she did but she quit cams for a very good reason , she has actualy been doing very well , sometimes what makes the internet hard is you type something and then u cant take it back its not like being near her and saying hey i didnt understand i made a mistake i am sorry , as she said i should have known better and yes i should have known the icecat was a video being played , i had seen what the original poster had put and well i didnt want anyone else to feel the way i did , ive spent a lot of time with her over the years , " still " and like i said shes been there for me more than shel ever realise i think , i check back on this page now and then to see the huge mistake i made and remind me not to do it again , as she told me after we talked bout it ask her first and not be so EMO , i almost blew a great friendship with her cause of my stupidity , if anyone else talks with her still as i do , all i can say is treat her well , ive learned that there is much more stress placed on these girls than we could ever imagine ( i will not go into detail about our friendship with anyone on here and thats what is is friendship nothng else has ever gone on ) still a lot of stress on her to be honest that she does not need and didnt need me comming off like an ass on here
but no monkey her life has not fallen apart , she is ok and doing well